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A MEMORY COMPANION

He thought enough of me
to converse a thousand
kinds of conversations
over thousands of days.

He thought enough of me
to break bread a thousand
kinds of epicurean delights
over thousands of meals.

He thought enough of me
to court me every day
with romance and love
enough to fill a fine book.

He thought enough of me
to make millions of memories
very sweet and love true
over millions of moments.

He thought enough of me
to vow before almighty God
to love, trust, and cherish
until death we do part.

How do I finally say goodbye?
How do I redirect my vows
from my forever true love
to any possibility of other.

My heart yearns to turn
the dimension of time
infinitely backwards
to my comforting memories.

Now it has become painful
to bottle up the thousands
of leftover I love yous
trapped in my heart.

I have become lonely
since he went to be
with The Lord above
who loves us completely.

I will confess to His Spirit
my forever true Friend
who lives deep inside
my forever soul and spirit

I find as time goes by
a million unstoppable
new thoughts and feelings
bubbling up inside my heart.

I dream of an imagined love
who converses and dines
with a different sort of me
making memories anew.

And I wonder is it possible
from our Creator, above
to have in His plan for me
another memory companion.

Texas Lady Juanita

Copyright © 2019 by Juanita Holloway-Walters

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BLUE WIDOW

by Texas Lady Juanita

Whatever will I do
To stop being so blue
About my sentiments true
Of left-over love for you?

The best love I ever gave
In my entire blessed life
Not ending at your grave
My being your faithful wife.

I dream of you passionately
Of trysts stirring deep in my soul
Of realities I created magically
Of fantasies I do happily extol.

At death we did truly part
New memories at an end
But the vow etched on my heart
I now know I must surely rend.

For marriages have no heavenly face
In scriptures there is truth of His place
You are now in God’s dimensional space
And I am still on Earth by His holy grace.

With my abundance of extra love
In loneliness, what shall I, must I do
With The Lord’s blessings from above
And endless possibilities ever anew.

Please do not jump to conclusions
There are many types of loving joy
Likened to myriads of love transfusions
Life’s positive building blocks we employ.

Copyright © 2019 by Juanita Holloway-Walters

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IT IS TIME

No one appreciates trickledown information more than I. Brilliant so far, Q, Q+, and White Hats. However, most people do not have my attention span, and patience. Therefore, I feel it in my most deepest sensibilities that if we are to win, it is time for some abundant shock-in-awe information of such timely magnitude, that good people will run back to their families AND THE ARMS OF THE LORD!
Of such magnitude, that the people’s on a local, state, and federal level will not turn the clocks back to the precious Bible belts, but move forward, directed by The Holy Spirit, in classic style of Americana Culture to a new Christian beginning. In holding children to a higher standard of decency, giving them back the rock solid foundation of The Constitution and Bill of Rights, supported by a Christian base bathed in The Commandments of our King, our Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ.
Evil will slink back into darkness to rear its ugly head on a future generation.
It is time to see if the world will be put on notice that we have only gained another season. The future will have it’s supernatural war, how soon or far away depends on America’s date with the destiny of no longer leading the world in any direction.
Texas Lady Juanita
Copyright © 2019 by Juanita Holloway-Walters

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READY TO BE RED-PILLED?

OK, HERE IT IS:
You are about to hear about the activities of those Americans trusted and voted for by mostly good people. If my father had not alerted me to things that most haven’t learned about until now – soon – I wouldn’t know what I do.
. The Super-majority of Americans are Christian; but some really bad and sneaky folks have infiltrated many denominations since WWII. DO NOT GIVE UP ON YOUR CHRISTIANITY – BUT TURN TO IT. You will find the real answers in The Bible. Read it with prayer and love, and understand that it says exactly what it means – no need to change the words. Read it in Hebrew if you can, or the Greek if you can. Bible scholars believe that The King James is a very good translation. If you get a Hebrew and a Greek study guide, you can discover what words were hard to translate.Jesus quoted from the Greek most of the time.

HERE IS THE ULTIMATE RED PILL:

“Matthew 7:13-14 King James Version
Enter ye in at the strait gate: for wide is the gate, and broad is the way, that leadeth to destruction, and many there be which go in thereat:
Because strait is the gate, and narrow is the way, which leadeth unto life, and few there be that find it.”

i have been baptized by the Holy Spirit, and consider that I have been blessed beyond measure. God Bless and keep you safe and loved. Love your enemies. Be the example that convinces the many to seek The Lord.

Texas Lady Juanita
Copyright © 2019 by Juanita Holloway-Walters

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ARE YOU IN A HAND BASKET?

I, and every American like me, have been robbed of the truth by a group of twenty-first century Master Propagandists who own the premier news stations coast to coast. As a Christian looking in, I can scarcely tell the difference in the predominant left and right political parties. THEY ALL LOOK TO ME LIKE THEY ARE ‘GOING TO HELL IN A HANDBASKET!’ Have we, as Christians, done what we were supposed to do to stop the deceptions? Is our fate tied to the fate of political evildoers? I feel confident in telling you that in America we ARE INNOCENT UNTIL PROVEN GUILTY BEYOND A REASONABLE DOUBT. With the Mueller Report, we are seeing a dishonest trend in that the Master Propagandists are selling us a MISPLACED BURDEN OF PROOF. Why are we accepting it?

These Master Propagandists are telling you that The Mueller Report does not prove President Trump is INNOCENT. This is not how our American justice system works. After almost two years, 19 lawyers, 40 FBI Agents, 2800 Subpoenas, 500 Interviews, 230 Orders for Communication Records, 13 Requests to Foreign Governments for Evidence, AND SPENDING OVER 30 MILLION DOLLARS, it is beyond ridiculous that the Master Propagandists claim to need to investigate and interview the people who have already been interviewed; some for over 30 hours!

What I am not hearing enough of, is the fact that the Master Propagandists knew it was all a hoax from the beginning. Of the highest crime committed, THIS HOAX AFFECTED THE MID-TERM 2018 ELECTIONS. It is very likely that the Republican Party would have kept control of the House of Representatives had this hoax not been dragged out over the news waves in sensational manner for two years. The Master Propagandists are crooks who deserve to be incarcerated and fined large sums of money. An even more severe punishment is promised in The Bible:

“Matthew 12:36-37 KJV But I say unto you, That every idle word that men
shall speak, they shall give account thereof in the day of judgment. For by thy words thou shalt be justified, and by thy words thou shalt be condemned.”

We are told, ‘there is nothing new under the sun.’ Even though this is true, seldom in our American History have we seen this level of lies and corruption. To find an equal comparison we go all the way back to the dawn of our great Republic, Thomas Paine, in The Rights of Man, 1791, said this:

“Freedom had been hunted round the globe, reason was considered as
rebellion; and the slavery of fear had made men afraid to think. But such is the irresistible nature of truth, that all it asks, and all it wants, is the liberty of appearing.”

At the end of the day, after the lies and hoax were perpetrated upon the American people, and our President, these crooks have the nerve to say that President Trump committed Obstruction of Justice! Trump accused the criminals of being on a witch hunt. He knew he was innocent, and he repeatedly pointed out his innocence. Since when is that a crime? Of course, he repeatedly tried to appeal to some thread of honesty in his accusers. I would say that is required behavior for a Christian person.

Consider:
“Ezekiel 33:8 – 9 When I say unto the wicked, O wicked man, thou shalt surely die; if thou dost not speak to warn the wicked from his way, that wicked man shall die in his iniquity; but his blood will I require at thine hand. Nevertheless, if thou warn the wicked of his way to turn from it; if he does not turn from his way, he shall die in his iniquity; but thou hast delivered thy soul.”

Trump, and many Conservative voices have been telling the liars and cheats, from the early days of the last Presidential race, to stop what they are doing. NOT ONLY HAS PRESIDENT TRUMP PROCLAIMED HIS INNOCENCE, BUT HE HAS CALLED OUT THE LIARS AND CHEATS AT EVERY TURN TO CHANGE THEIR WAYS.

AS CHRISTIANS, WE ARE EXPECTED TO WARN THE WICKED OF THE CONSEQUENCES OF THEIR ACTIONS. Salvation is available to all sinners; we need to appeal to the unsaved sinner, because we do believe they can obtain salvation – this is how we love our enemies. Clearly Ezekiel is saying that if you do not do this, you will suffer along with the wicked; however, if you warn the wicked of their ways and they do not change, they will suffer hell, and you will not suffer their fate with them. This is largely missing today among the 80+% of Americans who claim to be Christians. We are expected to be bold and to speak up, not only calling wicked by its rightful name, but warning all offenders of the ultimate consequences.

We need only to look to the parents, and grandparents of American Baby Boomers to see a Christian society that kept evil in check. Because Christian Americans did this, I grew up in a society that knew how to behave in order to live in much more happiness, safety and security. If the next two generations were actively keeping evil society in check, we would not be living in these times where everyone is afraid to openly call evil by its name.

We must each ask ourselves, am I living as Christ would have me to live? Is this America the America I want our children to grow up in? Is this America one that has a distinctive line between good and evil? Or, is this America the one where, as my grandmother would say, everyone is ‘going to hell in a handbasket?’

Texas Lady Juanita
Copyright © 2019 by Juanita Holloway-Walters

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HAPPY NEW YEAR

First, the eulogy I have only just now been able to write,
for my husband who went to be with Jesus January 16, 2018. I am almost whole again. Yes, it is true, I have been defined by a beautiful word most of the prior 23 years before this one. The word is exquisite. It is full of everything a woman comfortable in her own skin feels when loved in equal measure by someone she loves. There is nothing that compares to feeling like this – nothing. It is born from a simple touch by one who exudes trust with every smile, tear, word, lyric, touch, kiss, intimacy, and commonality of faith in our loving Creator. It has been my pleasure and my honor to love and be in love with John.

On this, our first anniversary apart (New Year’s Eve 11:45 p.m.), I can still close my eyes, and feel exquisite from memory. The Lord gets the glory of this thing He defined for us; this thing called marriage. In this I have been blessed beyond measure. With each passing day I feel John’s presence a little less. I have felt my Mamma’s presence every day since her passing, but not so with John. I sense beyond about a dozen dimensions, that he is happy and very busy. I should not be surprised that The Lord would have lofty uses for my Marine in the Spiritual Battles waged in Heaven above. I imagine John as nothing less than a Colonel. His faith was alive and real every hour of every day.

Moving on to the here and now.
I am happy and at peace. I have odd thoughts of a new chapter in my life beginning soon. I am a little afraid. The only chapter I got right in my life was the last one with John. Before that – before the healing of Juanita through our Lord and Savior – I was broken and unable to pick a man to be my husband who was interested in the long term with me. I remember concluding that I must not be lovable. Oh, what a sad feeling that was. But, The Lord knew better, and healed my heart and soul. I just need to remember to trust in The Lord’s plan for my life – harder said than always done. I know we are each here for God’s glory.

My spine doctor managed to avoid the comparative MRI results of my spine – 2018 MRI vs. 2015 MRI – for a few visits, but we finally broached the subject. The words I was left with in my mind are “awful mess.” The words he used, in obvious hopes I would let it go, were ‘a lot of scarring, a lot of wear and tear, and much degeneration’. Well hell, I guess if you have Degenerative Spine Disease (as well as RA, OA, Fibro, Neuropathy, and IBS) for forty years, much degeneration is to be expected. The week before my PCP had called up the MRI on the screen to assure me that the results were in. He looked at the screen, my face, and quickly shut it down. I had not seen the “awful mess” picture before, and now know why no one ever shows the film to me. As a lay person, I cannot get the words “awful mess” to go away. But, I am still a tribute to my stubbornness. I walk, take good care of myself, my dog, and my belongings. I think I enjoy my roadster convertible so much because with the wind in my hair, I feel like I am running; and when the music is good, I am dancing.

This last few weeks I have had unexpected feelings of joy just bubbling out of me! Joy, my old friend, did not abandon me after all. I think my beautiful and talented Grandgirls have had a lot to do with this. They are both an awesome blend of their mamma and daddy. I admit that one of them is a mini-me! Well, she is the me I would have been, had I been raised in a less stressful parentage, and much more nurturing. I love them both with every fiber of my being in such a special way that I had never hoped to have with grandchildren. Sadly, because of the continuing war between their parents, my other three older grandchildren have been weaponized by the situation with their parents against me. Their father because I am my daughter’s mother; and their mother because if she cannot have them, then no one else can either. I pray for them every day, for their war wounds are obvious, and deep. I love my daughter, and my grandchildren from afar. I have been wondering if what The Lord has in store for me on my path has to do with helping broken families in some way, since I have come to understand so many dynamics in this field of study.

Well, my goodness, I sure did cover a huge field of HAPPY NEW YEAR. I am getting things out in the open to begin the New Year right. I don’t believe in New Year’s Resolutions. They are like laws that can only condemn when we fall short of the mark. Last night at midnight I asked my Grandgirls to tell me one of their dreams for their future. I told them that this is what we will do each New Year’s Eve from now on. They didn’t take it very seriously, but as the years go by they will get the hang of it. I pray they continue this tradition into their adult years, and beyond. Dreams make our world go around and around in hope, love, faith, and joy. God bless you today and always.

You may quote me in these thoughts,
Texas Lady Juanita
Copyright © 2019 by Juanita Holloway-Walters

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WANTED: LAWYERS TO REPRESENT BABY BOOMERS IN CLASS ACTION LAWSUIT

WANTED: LAWYERS TO REPRESENT BABY BOOMERS IN CLASS ACTION LAWSUIT.
Millions of Baby Boomers need a class action suit against their Congress for giving away our Social Security and our Medicare funds to those who did not pay into the system. Congress is giving our funds away deliberately to bankrupt BABY BOOMERS, and the USA.
You may quote me in this,
Texas Lady Juanita
Copyright © 2018 by Juanita Holloway-Walters

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TODAY’S RED PILL 12-30-18


I have probably watched every 9/11 video from every angle. I have seen most of this elsewhere. Some of this is the first time I have seen/heard it (because it has been updated). There is a reason this is coming out today. There are dozens of enlightening videos on several subjects coming out in the last week. They ring true. The white hats have been executing a plan for many months now.
It has occurred to me that sources say America has the gold to go back on the gold standard / white hat American control.
Think about the recent regime change in Saudi, as part of the global white hat information. China and Russia, also wanting the banking cabal gone, have also amassed enough gold to go on their own gold standard.
This video is coming out to educate Americans. Many videos are coming out now for good reason. The Fed is fixing to be no more in its current and prior cabal control. Part of the plan to return America to its citizens.
The cabal will fight back, but it has been in process, by the white hats, of dismemberment.
Pray for America. Pray for the white hats, many have already died to give you freedom – you just don’t hear about it in the dying MSM.
MSM is being replaced by hundreds of citizen reporters who are out there giving anyone with ears the truth. Do your own research. Much information is there in plain English for anyone to hear. But only the brave are listening and putting the pieces together.
We all just want to care for our families and live in peace. Peace must, from generation to generation, be fought for in minds and on “fields of fight.”
Pray for the innocent who are persecuted.
Pray for the family to win against the evil forces hell bent on destroying it.
Pray for The Lord to favor the men and women in uniforms who protect you from the enemies we face every day – who are involved in drug trafficking, who are involved in human trafficking, who are involved in terror.
THE BIBLE OF THE 80% Jewish and Christian Americans implores you to NOT BE DECEIVED.
My fellow Christian Americans,Think on it, own it.
You may quote me in this,
Texas Lady Juanita
Copyright © 2018 by Juanita Holloway-Walters

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REALITY CHECK – DECEMBER 2018


I have had no high hopes regarding any POTUS, SCOTUS, Senator, or Governor bringing total justice and salvation to WE THE PEOPLE. My heart, my soul, my gut has been telling me for many weeks not to put any faith in these men. The Lord will use them for His purpose in His timing, and for that I am truly thankful. I only have faith and trust in my Lord, my King, and Savior, Jesus Christ.

There will be much ado about trials and tribunals in January, and probably through the entire 2019. WE THE PEOPLE will seem to win the day, and there will be justice for some. Hopefully it will not take much time for WE THE PEOPLE to realize that our only hope is in a different kind of change.

You see, this “GREAT AWAKENING” that is happening here and around the world – should have been Christian, but it isn’t – it is purely THE RED PILL PARTY*.
(*I think I am the first one to identify this new political party.)
The ‘JESUS folks’ in the masses will not get on their knees, ask forgiveness, and put their trust in Him. Very sad. We came so close.

The End Times Can was not kicked out of the field, only kicked down the road by a week of years at the most, if that. I continue to pray for a true GREAT SPIRITUAL AWAKENING based on our BELIEF in THE GOSPEL REGARDING JESUS CHRIST and living His Commandments. If that were to happen, everything would change overnight.

– The man-made denominations would throw out their man-made laws and rules that have divided, and sub-divided The Body of Christ – which is supposed to be ONE CHURCH – ONE BODY.
– The garbage mankind is consumed with on the SCREENS of many sizes and purposes would disappear for the lack of any following.
– We would stop the 5G disaster before it happens.
– Men and Women would be thankful for how God made them in His image and vision, instead of rebelling against THE GIFT OF LIFE from our CREATOR.
– The book of Matthew would become the first step in re-acquainting us with Jesus’ vision for our lives. I can witness to all – of first-hand knowledge of the difference in a culture of life vs. a culture of death.
– Christians would remember that ‘the way is narrow,’ and ‘no one goes to The Father except through the Son, Jesus Christ.’

There is so much more, but it is pointless to go there until a foundation of love and understanding of God’s Word bursts forth – alive – in a GREAT SPIRITUAL AWAKENING. I pray for God’s will to be done every day.

You may quote me on this,
Texas Lady Juanita
Copyright © 2018 by Juanita Holloway-Walters

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HEADS UP – THE FLAW IN THE AMERICAN AWAKENING

America has been in dire moral straights for a long time. “The enemy within” our government continued the policies of several prior Presidential administrations: DIVISIONS of color / racism; of political parties; of sex / gender; of Antifa getting by with violence against the Middle and Upper Classes, and others. Most important, Christians have divided, divided, and sub-divided The Body of Christ into thousands of denominations designed with man-made agendas. America is divided, both sides cannot be right – well, one of them IS left. The truth is that those who are on the right claim higher moral ground, but it is often a false claim. Their patriotic hearts are in the right place, but what they believe is flawed. The problem with America is her Christian Faith; it is broken.

The Christian right is praying, but they are not a cohesive group under Christ, as The Body of Christ, as they should be. Americans have become desensitized to evil and are no longer able to look evil in the eye and call it evil. The “Great Awakening” is primarily a political awakening so far, and not a spiritual one. Dozens of YouTube sites that are reporting the truth to Americans, are missing the necessary boat for success. The “Great Awakening” must take Americans back to their Christian roots. The Lord is in the wings waiting for Americans to not only come back to Him, as their “First Love,” but to be loud in sharing their rekindled Christian Faith – via witnessing to all that ‘have an ear.’ There is no testimony on this earth stronger than the TRUE witness testimony of Christian Faith in our Lord Jesus Christ.

Our Founding Documents, including our Constitution, were based on Judeo/Christian Faith. How are we to make America Great Again (MAGA) without our true King, Jesus? America is not to bend their knees for any other faith, or political substitution for our faith. Our Representative Constitutional Republic requires a self-governing population. Let there be no mistake, self-governing Americans are Christians who endeavor to live the Lord’s Commandments for humans. In the successful years of our Republic, most of our population endeavored to live up to these Commandments written in our hearts and minds. Of course, there were those who were not Christians or Jews, but most in this category of Americans considered the Commandments to be good for them and their families. God’s natural laws are written in every human DNA but is only truly activated when Christian Belief is in exalted play.

It isn’t as if Christians do not know that only the truth will set our course straight and good, the following is one of the most quoted passages in The Bible – AND WHAT IS EXPECTED OF US.

Ephesians 6:10-20 Holy Bible KJV
“Finally, my brethren, be strong in the Lord, and in the power of His might.
Put on the whole armour of God, that ye may be able to stand against the wiles of the devil.
For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places.
Wherefore take unto you the whole armour of God, that ye may be able to withstand in the evil day, and having done all, to stand.
Stand therefore, having your loins girt about with truth, and having on the breastplate of righteousness;
And your feet shod with the preparation of the gospel of peace;
Above all, taking the shield of Faith, wherewith ye shall be able to quench all the fiery darts of the wicked.
And take the helmet of Salvation, and the sword of the Spirit, which is the Word of God:
Praying always with all prayer and supplication in the Spirit, and watching thereunto with all perseverance and supplication for all saints;
And for me, that utterance may be given unto me, that I may open my mouth boldly, to make known the mystery of the Gospel,
For which I am an ambassador in bonds: that therein I may speak boldly, as I ought to speak.”

If the Christian right, that came out to vote for Trump, were solid in their Christian Faith, and loud about their Christian Faith, as well as supporting President Trump, the lies and betrayal we are witnessing would quickly be handled by a DOJ that is in tune with the majority of Americans.

75% of Americans say they are Christian. 20% of Americans say they have no religion. Religion and Denomination are interchangeable in America.  I have no Religion / Denomination; I have FAITH IN THE GOSPEL REGARDING JESUS CHRIST, which makes me a Christian BY FAITH, AND GODS WORD. Even family members have argued with me about my Christian Faith. When asked if they have read Jesus words in The Bible, they say “no.” I ask them, (and you if applicable), to hold your opinion of the Bible until you have read it and studied it by prayer to God before and after each study session.

Another fine point regarding Christianity, we all know that many who claim to have no religion, are mad at God for some reason; and many return to their Christian Faith when they need God. When America reconnected historically in her Christian Faith, evil slithered behind a rock until the next time in the future history when America becomes weak in their solidarity behind their Christian Faith. We the People do have it in our power to turn the country solidly around today (MAGA) if we would live in The Word as we have done in the past. This will be a day when “The Great Christian Spiritual Awakening” will be described in our National Pledge:

I pledge Allegiance to the flag of the United States of America and to the Republic
for which it stands, one nation under God, indivisible, with Liberty and Justice for all.

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