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IT IS BIBLICAL ~ JUNE 28, 2020 THE TIME IS NOW. AMERICA IS IN DECAY. YOU MUST WAKE UP!!!!!!!



I DARE YOU TO ACTUALLY READ THIS TO THE END; TWO WHOLE PAGES.
                                                                                           TEXAS LADY JUANITA

70% Of Americans are Christian. 20% Of Americans are lumped together as atheist, and the largest part are “nothing in particular.” I have lived long enough to see many “nothing in particulars” find The Lord at first signs they may meet their maker; therefore, it is an honest statement to say that the super majority of Americans are still Christian. Right now, there is a tremendous amount of information coming at me in social media, and through private messaging, and a lot of it is not good. In light of all this “intelligence” I feel strongly that it is my responsibility to bring information to the forefront, and not keep it to myself.

A lot of ‘newish’ (did I just make that word up?) information is supposed to come to light soon; a lot of it really bad, evil, sick, creepy, disgusting . . . there are not enough bad words to describe those activities hell bent on deceiving the innocent, tempting the weak, and creating ‘shevil’ (my new word for shocking evil) in the world. Before I write, I pray for The Lord to give me the words. I am a little shocked myself at these words coming to me today. The most important words I will find are the ones to help unbelievers reconsider a path to Jesus; as well as those Christians who will possibly turn out to be Christian in name only.
                                                                                                                                         

Consider the great city of Nineveh. Jonah did not want to do what God told him to do. There is a lot to study in the little book of Jonah, but what you and I need to remember is this: when Jonah finally went and told them God would destroy them if they did not change their ways, they believed him. The entire city including those in charge repented, and God saved them in their eleventh hour.

I AM TELLING YOU THAT THIS YEAR COULD SEE AMERICA DESTROYED OR SAVED – AMERICA IS IN EXACTLY THE SAME SITUATION NINEVEH WAS IN. There are many out here trying to get this same information to you.

Either America’s Christians will come together, get on their knees, honestly repent, ABSOLUTELY CHANGE THEIR WAYS, IN UNITY ~ OR ~ when the really bad, evil, sick, creepy, and disgusting information soon comes to be common knowledge, Americans will start killing each other, and dark forces from outside our borders will swoop in to take the advantage of a surprise conquering of parts of America – the parts already infested with crime. RIGHT NOW, in your city if 50 insurgents show up to destroy your statues, town halls, and police stations, THOUSANDS OF PEACEFUL CHRISTIANS must be marching in their city, IN SUPPORT OF LOCAL LAW ENFORCEMENT & NATIONAL GUARD to arrest the insurgents. NO BAIL ~ BECAUSE THE ENEMY WITHIN HAS ALREADY TOLD US THAT THE INSURGENTS ARE LED BY TRAINED MARXISTS.

Let us think about this. What I gain by being a believer:
     Salvation ~ obviously, being a believer has changed who I am, and my heart forever in a loving and positive way.
     Having a personal relationship with my Creator 24/7/365, trusting He has a plan for my life on earth, AND the confidence of knowing He is preparing a place for me in the next phase of my existence.
     I am very glad for my grandchildren that they gain by the example of my faith.
     I have felt a balancing of peace and calm every day of my life walking with Him.
     I have lived a life with God’s laws upon my character. Many ‘milk Christians’ say that the Golden Rule we learned as children covers it. The Golden Rule barely scratches the surface of the richness of what I have learned in Christianity.
     Further, I feel JOY on a regular basis. If you are an atheist, can you say that you feel joy? You may feel pleased (mostly with yourself), and you may feel happy (opposite of sad); but, my witness of people over 67 years, I have never seen an atheist feel JOY. They may look for this feeling, even feel envious of this feeling, but do not experience it for themselves.

I do not believe anyone can put off choosing which team they want to be on. Our cities are literally being torched by the black hats. I ran across a description of the life cycles of a church, and realized this list could apply to cities, groups, and individuals. It goes something like this:

People oriented pastor.                  
Pulpit oriented pastor.                   
Property oriented pastorate.        
Power oriented pastorate.            
Politically driven, decaying pastorate.

People oriented leader.
Office oriented leader.
Personal pocketbook-oriented leader.
Pelosi syndrome: power-oriented leader.
Clinton syndrome: decaying political leader.
   
I am not surprised to see such a description of many churches, or that it fits political leaders.
WHAT HAS ME SHOCKED IS THAT APPARENTLY MOST OF AMERICAN SOCIETY IS IN DECAY ~~~~~~~~~JUST LIKE OUR CHURCHES, AND OUR POLITICIANS.
It is time to ignore the PROPAGANDA that is not supported by any of the actual data!
The “INTERNET POLICE” have banned the hundreds of doctors & nurses who are trying to tell the truth.
It is time to get right with GOD, and get right with your FELLOW CITIZENS.
Increasing number of Covid tests, is matched with rapidly declining death rates (which were not anywhere near what the liars told you it would be); we have reached “herd immunity.”
Sweden, for example, never locked down, and never had a high death rate.
Do not shut down America again! Fire any politician that wants you bankrupt, jobless, and homeless.

“Titus 1:15-16
Unto the pure all things are pure: but unto them that are defiled and unbelieving is nothing pure; but even their mind and conscience is defiled.
They profess that they know God; but in works they deny him, being abominable, and disobedient, and unto every good work reprobate.”

“Matthew 23:27-28
Woe unto you, scribes and Pharisees, hypocrites! for ye are like unto whited sepulchres, which indeed appear beautiful outward, but are within full of dead men’s bones, and of all uncleanness.
Even so ye also outwardly appear righteous unto men, but within ye are full of hypocrisy and iniquity.”
                                                                 
Copyright © 2020 by Juanita Holloway-Walters

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IT IS BIBLICAL JUNE 21, 2020

TEXAS LADY JUANITA

Many ask how the RINO Republicans can go along with Far-Left Democrats? Other than rampant blackmail all parties dabble in, the answer is easy. Below is a picture I posted on Facebook. I was surprised to find out that some did not understand this explanation of The Political Spectrum.
                                              

                                                                                                                                             I will come back to the chart in a minute>>>

Having hijacked the term “Nondenominational” to now be an actual denomination (guessing originally for tax exempt purposes), my late husband and I became known as Christian Evangelicals of no particular Christian denomination. As I have stated, many times, I believe the denominations have divided and subdivided many times over The Body of Christ (sad). It is important to keep this in mind when reading anything I write. We had a conundrum because we are Biblically directed to gather with other Christians by congregating, but our churches, schools, and local governments in large part have been infiltrated by far-left Socialists as early as the 70’s. I have not yet found the Christian church where I feel like I belong.

One day several years ago John sent me an email on a rainy Sunday that had us doing nothing in  particular on our computers in our home office. He had taken a test and wanted me to take it to compare our results. The test ended with the same information pictured above on an almost identical chart. I remember wondering if the questions were ever going to come to an end. There were well over a hundred questions that I answered. John and I had identical bankers’ desks facing each other and touching. He was watching me the whole time I was answering questions. I emailed my results to him as soon as it popped up. My DOT was about an inch to the right of center, and about a quarter inch below the line. John’s DOT was kissing my DOT. There was a similar comment that we were rare people in the United States, and perhaps we should share why we describe ourselves as being very Conservative, but our dots were well in the moderate zone – “apolitical.” If you know me personally, can you imagine that – apolitical? WHAT THIS MEANS IS THAT IF JOHN AND I ARE VERY CONSERVATIVE – AND WE ARE – WHAT DOES THAT MEAN ABOUT MANY OTHERS?

First, the easy answer to how the RINO Republicans can go along with Far-Left Democrats. Take the line in the chart and mentally vision the left and right ends coming together to make a circle. Not only do you have them coming together in a large evil purpose area, and you often have far left behaving like Anarchists, and the far right often behaving like Communists (switching places). You have these people meeting in the far fringes of their side of the line.

These groups are so far out there that they are law breakers and will do anything to convince you that they are right. They believe that the winning end justifies the means – ANY MEANS. It is an evil code of behavior widely acceptable to the throngs who have come to believe the extremes are necessary.

Having erroneously abandoned their churches to the fringes, good people are easily deceived by one side or the other. The Bible warns us about this time in history when good would be considered bad; and bad would be considered good. Satan always has an anti-Christ along with anti-Christ sidekicks in the wings in case it becomes go-time. Remember, only God knows when, so Satan has no choice but to have a full court of evil characters ready to participate. The pendulum swings back and forth, and this scenario ebbs and flows with the times.

I had to do some thinking about why John and I are so close to the center of the line. The truth is not an easy one to discover. John and I (and millions of you) have done the study time and understand the lessons in the Bible for us in our time, as well as the lessons for any time in history. This book is so unique, that seen through the lens of people in different eras, they see the lessons for them in their time. This book says what it means and means what it says – no twisting of the meanings of things necessary; in fact, scriptures specifically tell us we are not allowed to change His meanings.  In our time, science and The Bible have caught up with each other. This is an amazing find for each of us individually, or together in small groups.

Because of our Biblical view, and a decent knowledge of history, we are happy to discover that we are just right of center, and if this is so – what does that mean? It means that the chart is not complete. Under the line, just under the word “Moderate” should be these words:
                    Christianity
                    Family
                    Unity of Faith
                    Godly purpose
                   
We were created by The Lord in and for love, for God’s Glory. The political far left, and the RINO’s of the far right have proven useless in bringing people together long-term. They have zero to offer any Americans who want to return to God, Family, Peace and Country – in that order. The statement “Christian far Right” is a lie. Christians are not at the far right, but center instead.

Now I understand why The Lord tells me to write, every time I ask what would He have me do with whatever time I have left on this planet. Having escaped total ruin and/or death many times, I know why He keeps sending me back. Whether one or twenty are meant to get something out of my life and my educated views it does not matter. Whoever is supposed to get something from this – was directed by The Lord – whether they know it or not.

Copyright © 2020 by Juanita Holloway-Walters

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IT IS BIBLICAL June 15, 2020

TEXAS LADY JUANITA

My son lost another friend to suicide, another Gen X child. I know these adults believe their physical or mental pain is unbearable. Perhaps they did not understand the depths of despair they leave behind for every family member and friend. Nor did they understand this act is a departure of and failure of their faith. I wish I had an opportunity to talk to them.

In large part I blame the school systems for teaching a proven lie, named evolution. According to evolution humans are created accidentally out of pond scum that evolved into apes, and then evolved into you and I. What a deplorable lie. We know from many things that we are created beings, not the least of which is the digital code of our DNA.

To accept that we are created, one must repent of their sins, and endeavor to live turning from sin. But the alternative is not taught in schools, and we can all blame ourselves for this. If they were taught that they were deliberately, “fearfully, and wonderfully made” they would feel special, and loved by The Lord that created them. Taking their own lives means they had no solid belief that God had a special plan for their lives.

I also blame the families who stopped going to their churches of their youth, when their churches were taken over by evil purpose. Some turned away because they did not have the drive to do anything about the casualness of sin in the 21st century. Turning from sin is easier than many believe. Once I accepted the gospel regarding Jesus Christ, a change happened in me. I feel the Lord 24/7/365 inside of me. I talk to Him all the time, not only when life gets a bit too much for me to deal with.

My faith is strong and steady.  I know that The Lord created me. The Bible speaks of The Lord knowing you before you were in your mother’s womb. He created you and knows you. He loves you and wants you to come to Him of your own free will.

Consider these verses:

Jeremiah 1:5 (KJV) “Before I formed thee in the belly I knew thee; and before thou camest forth out of the womb I sanctified thee, and I ordained thee a prophet unto the nations.”

“Psalm 139:13-14 For thou hast possessed my reins: thou hast covered me in my mother’s womb.
I will praise thee; for I am fearfully and wonderfully made: marvellous are thy works; and that my soul knoweth right well.”

“Isaiah 44:24 (KJV) Thus saith the Lord, thy redeemer, and he that formed thee from the womb, I am the Lord that maketh all things; that stretcheth forth the heavens alone; that spreadeth abroad the earth by myself;”

“Galatians 1:15 (KJV) But when it pleased God, who separated me from my mother’s womb, and called me by his grace,”

“Ephesians 1:4 (KJV) According as he hath chosen us in him before the foundation of the world, that we should be holy and without blame before him in love:”

The Lord wants you to come to Him of your own volition. You have a choice yes or no – no gray areas – no maybes. The World tries to woo you to foil God’s plans for you.

“Jeremiah 29:11 (KJV) For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, saith the Lord, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you an expected end.”

The Lord also expects you to live by faith, and to know He exists based solely on the magnitude of His Creation. The Bible says there will be no excuses good enough for not knowing He is your Creator.

“Romans 1:16-25
For I am not ashamed of the gospel of Christ: for it is the power of God unto salvation to every one that believeth; to the Jew first, and also to the Greek.
For therein is the righteousness of God revealed from faith to faith: as it is written, The just shall live by faith.
For the wrath of God is revealed from heaven against all ungodliness and unrighteousness of men, who hold the truth in unrighteousness;
Because that which may be known of God is manifest in them; for God hath shewed it unto them.
For the invisible things of him from the creation of the world are clearly seen, being understood by the things that are made, even his eternal power and Godhead; so that they are without excuse:
Because that, when they knew God, they glorified him not as God, neither were thankful; but became vain in their imaginations, and their foolish heart was darkened.
Professing themselves to be wise, they became fools,
And changed the glory of the uncorruptible God into an image made like to corruptible man, and to birds, and fourfooted beasts, and creeping things.
Wherefore God also gave them up to uncleanness through the lusts of their own hearts, to dishonour their own bodies between themselves:
Who changed the truth of God into a lie, and worshipped and served the creature more than the Creator, who is blessed for ever. Amen.”

It is not too late to come to The Lord.
It is not too late to help your adult children back to Christ.
It is not too late to change what our children are being taught in school.
It is not too late to recover your church from un-Biblical forces.
It is not too late to turn America back on a Godly path.
It is not too late to become a teacher in your church.
It is not too late to run for political office for one or two turns as your civic duty; setting an example.
IT IS NOT TOO LATE TO TALK TO THE YOUNG FOLKS IN OUR REPUBLIC, TELLING THEM THAT THEY ARE BEAUTIFULLY AND WONDERFULLY MADE, AND THERE IS NO PROBLEM YOU CANNOT HELP THEM WITH. Maybe we can stop the suicides.

Copyright © 2020 by Juanita Holloway-Walters

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IT IS BIBLICAL MAY 19, 2020

TEXAS LADY JUANITA
~ Was not the Tower of Babel the first attempt at One World Order?
~ Were not these ancient leaders Cyrus, Genghis, and Alexander all striving for One World Order?
~ Were not the Kings and Queens of England, as well as many European rulers such as Napoleon and Hitler striving for One World Order?
~ Break all strivers of a One World Order down to a common denominator and you arrive at this: Evil / Satan wants to thwart God’s Plans ~ Evil vs. Good.

I know how this story ends ~ I cheated and studied God’s Word. The Jewish Biblical scholars know that prophecy is pattern. When reading the Bible, we see the same patterns repeat themselves. If you reduce the stories down to pattern, you will see patterns that you can apply to the timeline since Biblical Times.
You can prophesy the future by knowing these patterns.

Having said that, I am a watchman watching for the final break in the patterns, when my Lord will call me up to Heaven (unless I am honored to be called first). My immediate reward for studying the Bible is that my hope has turned to faith. As a watchman I know what season to look for, and I believe we are so remarkably close. No, I do not know the hour or the day, but I believe we are in the season, with no idea how long this season will last.

Instead of worrying about a One World Government that has not yet happened, Americans who are against a path to a One World Government must vote for Trump, and Trump Republicans in numbers of Biblical proportion. Numbers that surpass any cheating done by the Enemy. It is sad that voting in the majority is no longer enough, we must also cover any cheating done in machines owned by people like Soros, and possible thousands of boxes of fraudulent mail in ballots.

Romans 12:2
“And be not conformed to this world: but be ye transformed by the renewing of your mind, that ye may prove what is that good, and acceptable, and perfect, will of God.”

2 Chronicles 32:7-8
Be strong and courageous, be not afraid nor dismayed for the king of Assyria, nor for all the multitude that is with him: for there be more with us than with him:
With him is an arm of flesh; but with us is the Lord our God to help us, and to fight our battles. And the people rested themselves upon the words of Hezekiah king of Judah.

Psalm 27-1
The Lord is my light and my salvation; whom shall I fear? the Lord is the strength of my life; of whom shall I be afraid?

John 14:27
Peace I leave with you, my peace I give unto you: not as the world giveth, give I unto you. Let not your heart be troubled, neither let it be afraid.

Hebrews 13:5-6
Let your conversation be without covetousness; and be content with such things as ye have: for he hath said, I will never leave thee, nor forsake thee.
So that we may boldly say, The Lord is my helper, and I will not fear what man shall do unto me.

Copyright © 2020 by Juanita Holloway-Walters

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IT IS BIBLICAL MAY 15, 2020

TEXAS LADY JUANITA

Jesus’ Church has been largely defiled and divided asunder by thousands of vain man-made denominations. When many of you left these institutions, you should have come together as His Church with His Word to sustain you individually, and as local groups instead of going it alone. None are more guilty than I of avoiding fellowship. Small neighborly groups are seeking each other out, and I pray for more of these groups to come together. Instead of tithing to build buildings where souls are lost in the daily grind to collect more and more funds to keep the doors open; tithing can be shared with those less fortunate right under our noses.

I would only caution small groups in the Bible they choose to study. The Holy Spirit was directly involved in the early translations. There is much ado in comparing the thousands of modern translations, and scholars have exhausted this subject. The easiest facts to find are the words that are translated in many ways that have altered the meanings intended. The Bible warns us of changing the meanings of His Scriptures. If we are praying for His TRUTH to be revealed to us, it will happen.

In today’s struggle for truth, we are bombarded with Satan’s lies broadcast coast to coast, 24 / 7/ 365, as arrows accusing the innocent. (Christianity is not for sissies!)
“Ephesians 6:16 ~ ABOVE ALL taking the shield of FAITH, wherewith ye shall be able to quench all the fiery darts of the wicked.”

When you think you can no longer bear this upside down world, where good is taken for evil, and evil taken for good, and the limitless buckets of wicked lies, you need to get in His Word . . .

“Revelation 12:10 ~ And I heard a loud voice saying in heaven, Now is come salvation, and strength, and the Kingdom of our God, and the Power of His Christ: FOR THE ACCUSER OF OUR BRETHREN IS CAST DOWN, WHICH ACCUSED THEM BEFORE OUR GOD DAY AND NIGHT.”

Copyright © 2020 by Juanita Holloway-Walters

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MERRY CHRISTMAS 2019

Utopia is vastly yearned for, but completely impossible while mankind is subjugated by his own sin nature. Many of us, in full possession of this yearning, have come to understand that the ideal behind our Constitution was closely achieved by America, when she was a primarily Christian nation.
You may say to me that we are still eighty+ percent Christian. We can plainly see that the majority are not self-governing, as a Christian nation following closely the Ten Commandments would be. Today, many have become separated from God’s Word, and have become infantile in their ways. They have abandoned their churches, when they should have kept the congregation in-tact, for we are instructed to have fellowship. We should have, instead, abandoned the divisiveness of the man-made denominations.
We are The Church, worshiping The Lord, and studying His Word. The Bible is God’s message to us from outside this space-time continuum. The only way for you to believe this, is to study the Bible. I promise anyone who has not done serious Bible study cannot know the truth of this amazing book.
My heart is heavy this Christmas as I pray for America. I also pray for we “deplorable” adults in the room who are called Patriots.
Merry Christmas, much love, and God Bless you all,
Texas Lady Juanita

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BLUE WIDOW

by Texas Lady Juanita

Whatever will I do
To stop being so blue
About my sentiments true
Of left-over love for you?

The best love I ever gave
In my entire blessed life
Not ending at your grave
My being your faithful wife.

I dream of you passionately
Of trysts stirring deep in my soul
Of realities I created magically
Of fantasies I do happily extol.

At death we did truly part
New memories at an end
But the vow etched on my heart
I now know I must surely rend.

For marriages have no heavenly face
In scriptures there is truth of His place
You are now in God’s dimensional space
And I am still on Earth by His holy grace.

With my abundance of extra love
In loneliness, what shall I, must I do
With The Lord’s blessings from above
And endless possibilities ever anew.

Please do not jump to conclusions
There are many types of loving joy
Likened to myriads of love transfusions
Life’s positive building blocks we employ.

Copyright © 2019 by Juanita Holloway-Walters

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IT IS TIME

No one appreciates trickledown information more than I. Brilliant so far, Q, Q+, and White Hats. However, most people do not have my attention span, and patience. Therefore, I feel it in my most deepest sensibilities that if we are to win, it is time for some abundant shock-in-awe information of such timely magnitude, that good people will run back to their families AND THE ARMS OF THE LORD!
Of such magnitude, that the people’s on a local, state, and federal level will not turn the clocks back to the precious Bible belts, but move forward, directed by The Holy Spirit, in classic style of Americana Culture to a new Christian beginning. In holding children to a higher standard of decency, giving them back the rock solid foundation of The Constitution and Bill of Rights, supported by a Christian base bathed in The Commandments of our King, our Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ.
Evil will slink back into darkness to rear its ugly head on a future generation.
It is time to see if the world will be put on notice that we have only gained another season. The future will have it’s supernatural war, how soon or far away depends on America’s date with the destiny of no longer leading the world in any direction.
Texas Lady Juanita
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HAPPY NEW YEAR

First, the eulogy I have only just now been able to write,
for my husband who went to be with Jesus January 16, 2018. I am almost whole again. Yes, it is true, I have been defined by a beautiful word most of the prior 23 years before this one. The word is exquisite. It is full of everything a woman comfortable in her own skin feels when loved in equal measure by someone she loves. There is nothing that compares to feeling like this – nothing. It is born from a simple touch by one who exudes trust with every smile, tear, word, lyric, touch, kiss, intimacy, and commonality of faith in our loving Creator. It has been my pleasure and my honor to love and be in love with John.

On this, our first anniversary apart (New Year’s Eve 11:45 p.m.), I can still close my eyes, and feel exquisite from memory. The Lord gets the glory of this thing He defined for us; this thing called marriage. In this I have been blessed beyond measure. With each passing day I feel John’s presence a little less. I have felt my Mamma’s presence every day since her passing, but not so with John. I sense beyond about a dozen dimensions, that he is happy and very busy. I should not be surprised that The Lord would have lofty uses for my Marine in the Spiritual Battles waged in Heaven above. I imagine John as nothing less than a Colonel. His faith was alive and real every hour of every day.

Moving on to the here and now.
I am happy and at peace. I have odd thoughts of a new chapter in my life beginning soon. I am a little afraid. The only chapter I got right in my life was the last one with John. Before that – before the healing of Juanita through our Lord and Savior – I was broken and unable to pick a man to be my husband who was interested in the long term with me. I remember concluding that I must not be lovable. Oh, what a sad feeling that was. But, The Lord knew better, and healed my heart and soul. I just need to remember to trust in The Lord’s plan for my life – harder said than always done. I know we are each here for God’s glory.

My spine doctor managed to avoid the comparative MRI results of my spine – 2018 MRI vs. 2015 MRI – for a few visits, but we finally broached the subject. The words I was left with in my mind are “awful mess.” The words he used, in obvious hopes I would let it go, were ‘a lot of scarring, a lot of wear and tear, and much degeneration’. Well hell, I guess if you have Degenerative Spine Disease (as well as RA, OA, Fibro, Neuropathy, and IBS) for forty years, much degeneration is to be expected. The week before my PCP had called up the MRI on the screen to assure me that the results were in. He looked at the screen, my face, and quickly shut it down. I had not seen the “awful mess” picture before, and now know why no one ever shows the film to me. As a lay person, I cannot get the words “awful mess” to go away. But, I am still a tribute to my stubbornness. I walk, take good care of myself, my dog, and my belongings. I think I enjoy my roadster convertible so much because with the wind in my hair, I feel like I am running; and when the music is good, I am dancing.

This last few weeks I have had unexpected feelings of joy just bubbling out of me! Joy, my old friend, did not abandon me after all. I think my beautiful and talented Grandgirls have had a lot to do with this. They are both an awesome blend of their mamma and daddy. I admit that one of them is a mini-me! Well, she is the me I would have been, had I been raised in a less stressful parentage, and much more nurturing. I love them both with every fiber of my being in such a special way that I had never hoped to have with grandchildren. Sadly, because of the continuing war between their parents, my other three older grandchildren have been weaponized by the situation with their parents against me. Their father because I am my daughter’s mother; and their mother because if she cannot have them, then no one else can either. I pray for them every day, for their war wounds are obvious, and deep. I love my daughter, and my grandchildren from afar. I have been wondering if what The Lord has in store for me on my path has to do with helping broken families in some way, since I have come to understand so many dynamics in this field of study.

Well, my goodness, I sure did cover a huge field of HAPPY NEW YEAR. I am getting things out in the open to begin the New Year right. I don’t believe in New Year’s Resolutions. They are like laws that can only condemn when we fall short of the mark. Last night at midnight I asked my Grandgirls to tell me one of their dreams for their future. I told them that this is what we will do each New Year’s Eve from now on. They didn’t take it very seriously, but as the years go by they will get the hang of it. I pray they continue this tradition into their adult years, and beyond. Dreams make our world go around and around in hope, love, faith, and joy. God bless you today and always.

You may quote me in these thoughts,
Texas Lady Juanita
Copyright © 2019 by Juanita Holloway-Walters

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