A MEMORY COMPANION

He thought enough of me
to converse a thousand
kinds of conversations
over thousands of days.

He thought enough of me
to break bread a thousand
kinds of epicurean delights
over thousands of meals.

He thought enough of me
to court me every day
with romance and love
enough to fill a fine book.

He thought enough of me
to make millions of memories
very sweet and love true
over millions of moments.

He thought enough of me
to vow before almighty God
to love, trust, and cherish
until death we do part.

How do I finally say goodbye?
How do I redirect my vows
from my forever true love
to any possibility of other.

My heart yearns to turn
the dimension of time
infinitely backwards
to my comforting memories.

Now it has become painful
to bottle up the thousands
of leftover I love yous
trapped in my heart.

I have become lonely
since he went to be
with The Lord above
who loves us completely.

I will confess to His Spirit
my forever true Friend
who lives deep inside
my forever soul and spirit

I find as time goes by
a million unstoppable
new thoughts and feelings
bubbling up inside my heart.

I dream of an imagined love
who converses and dines
with a different sort of me
making memories anew.

And I wonder is it possible
from our Creator, above
to have in His plan for me
another memory companion.

Texas Lady Juanita

Copyright © 2019 by Juanita Holloway-Walters

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BLUE WIDOW

by Texas Lady Juanita

Whatever will I do
To stop being so blue
About my sentiments true
Of left-over love for you?

The best love I ever gave
In my entire blessed life
Not ending at your grave
My being your faithful wife.

I dream of you passionately
Of trysts stirring deep in my soul
Of realities I created magically
Of fantasies I do happily extol.

At death we did truly part
New memories at an end
But the vow etched on my heart
I now know I must surely rend.

For marriages have no heavenly face
In scriptures there is truth of His place
You are now in God’s dimensional space
And I am still on Earth by His holy grace.

With my abundance of extra love
In loneliness, what shall I, must I do
With The Lord’s blessings from above
And endless possibilities ever anew.

Please do not jump to conclusions
There are many types of loving joy
Likened to myriads of love transfusions
Life’s positive building blocks we employ.

Copyright © 2019 by Juanita Holloway-Walters

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IT IS TIME

No one appreciates trickledown information more than I. Brilliant so far, Q, Q+, and White Hats. However, most people do not have my attention span, and patience. Therefore, I feel it in my most deepest sensibilities that if we are to win, it is time for some abundant shock-in-awe information of such timely magnitude, that good people will run back to their families AND THE ARMS OF THE LORD!
Of such magnitude, that the people’s on a local, state, and federal level will not turn the clocks back to the precious Bible belts, but move forward, directed by The Holy Spirit, in classic style of Americana Culture to a new Christian beginning. In holding children to a higher standard of decency, giving them back the rock solid foundation of The Constitution and Bill of Rights, supported by a Christian base bathed in The Commandments of our King, our Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ.
Evil will slink back into darkness to rear its ugly head on a future generation.
It is time to see if the world will be put on notice that we have only gained another season. The future will have it’s supernatural war, how soon or far away depends on America’s date with the destiny of no longer leading the world in any direction.
Texas Lady Juanita
Copyright © 2019 by Juanita Holloway-Walters

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HOW I LOVE MY ENEMY

Dear Lord, there are people down here lying their teeth out, sinning to cover their insecurities, and telling themselves and others that it doesn’t matter because YOU do not exist!

Well, I have pondered this problem for many a year. I think I have come to understand it.

I tell everyone they must love their enemies. I tell folks that it is right to do it because YOU say so. I realize now there is more to the explanation for me to share.

We are each made by The Lord before we are in our Mamma’s womb. In each of us you have hardwired the path back to you; hardwired from our body to our soul, and on to our spirit.

We must love our enemies because it may be the only true love they ever know. If enough of us Christians love our enemies, it may be enough to get through to their souls and help them on to their spirit. If their spirit grows, then they can find The Lord’s Holy Spirit – and the ultimate Love of The Lord.

The Truth and The Life is Jesus and His Holy Spirit. We Christians always need to keep the line of communication between our spirit and His Holy Spirit open. We may be the example the enemy seeks when our prayers of love open their soul’s path to their spirit and then The Lord.

My Mamma gave me my first Bible. I will tell you like she told me, “read it with love and love it.” With love I pass this message on to you, so maybe you will pass it on to others. It is because I have read it with love, and have loved THE WORDS, that my soul opened up and gave free reign to my spirit to go both ways – TO HIM – and to you.

The next time someone tells you they don’t understand how we are supposed to love our enemies, please pass on this small dissertation on the subject that I give with all of my heart from HIM to you.

Texas Lady Juanita
Copyright © 2019 by Juanita Holloway-Walters

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READY TO BE RED-PILLED?

OK, HERE IT IS:
You are about to hear about the activities of those Americans trusted and voted for by mostly good people. If my father had not alerted me to things that most haven’t learned about until now – soon – I wouldn’t know what I do.
. The Super-majority of Americans are Christian; but some really bad and sneaky folks have infiltrated many denominations since WWII. DO NOT GIVE UP ON YOUR CHRISTIANITY – BUT TURN TO IT. You will find the real answers in The Bible. Read it with prayer and love, and understand that it says exactly what it means – no need to change the words. Read it in Hebrew if you can, or the Greek if you can. Bible scholars believe that The King James is a very good translation. If you get a Hebrew and a Greek study guide, you can discover what words were hard to translate.Jesus quoted from the Greek most of the time.

HERE IS THE ULTIMATE RED PILL:

“Matthew 7:13-14 King James Version
Enter ye in at the strait gate: for wide is the gate, and broad is the way, that leadeth to destruction, and many there be which go in thereat:
Because strait is the gate, and narrow is the way, which leadeth unto life, and few there be that find it.”

i have been baptized by the Holy Spirit, and consider that I have been blessed beyond measure. God Bless and keep you safe and loved. Love your enemies. Be the example that convinces the many to seek The Lord.

Texas Lady Juanita
Copyright © 2019 by Juanita Holloway-Walters

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ARE YOU IN A HAND BASKET?

I, and every American like me, have been robbed of the truth by a group of twenty-first century Master Propagandists who own the premier news stations coast to coast. As a Christian looking in, I can scarcely tell the difference in the predominant left and right political parties. THEY ALL LOOK TO ME LIKE THEY ARE ‘GOING TO HELL IN A HANDBASKET!’ Have we, as Christians, done what we were supposed to do to stop the deceptions? Is our fate tied to the fate of political evildoers? I feel confident in telling you that in America we ARE INNOCENT UNTIL PROVEN GUILTY BEYOND A REASONABLE DOUBT. With the Mueller Report, we are seeing a dishonest trend in that the Master Propagandists are selling us a MISPLACED BURDEN OF PROOF. Why are we accepting it?

These Master Propagandists are telling you that The Mueller Report does not prove President Trump is INNOCENT. This is not how our American justice system works. After almost two years, 19 lawyers, 40 FBI Agents, 2800 Subpoenas, 500 Interviews, 230 Orders for Communication Records, 13 Requests to Foreign Governments for Evidence, AND SPENDING OVER 30 MILLION DOLLARS, it is beyond ridiculous that the Master Propagandists claim to need to investigate and interview the people who have already been interviewed; some for over 30 hours!

What I am not hearing enough of, is the fact that the Master Propagandists knew it was all a hoax from the beginning. Of the highest crime committed, THIS HOAX AFFECTED THE MID-TERM 2018 ELECTIONS. It is very likely that the Republican Party would have kept control of the House of Representatives had this hoax not been dragged out over the news waves in sensational manner for two years. The Master Propagandists are crooks who deserve to be incarcerated and fined large sums of money. An even more severe punishment is promised in The Bible:

“Matthew 12:36-37 KJV But I say unto you, That every idle word that men
shall speak, they shall give account thereof in the day of judgment. For by thy words thou shalt be justified, and by thy words thou shalt be condemned.”

We are told, ‘there is nothing new under the sun.’ Even though this is true, seldom in our American History have we seen this level of lies and corruption. To find an equal comparison we go all the way back to the dawn of our great Republic, Thomas Paine, in The Rights of Man, 1791, said this:

“Freedom had been hunted round the globe, reason was considered as
rebellion; and the slavery of fear had made men afraid to think. But such is the irresistible nature of truth, that all it asks, and all it wants, is the liberty of appearing.”

At the end of the day, after the lies and hoax were perpetrated upon the American people, and our President, these crooks have the nerve to say that President Trump committed Obstruction of Justice! Trump accused the criminals of being on a witch hunt. He knew he was innocent, and he repeatedly pointed out his innocence. Since when is that a crime? Of course, he repeatedly tried to appeal to some thread of honesty in his accusers. I would say that is required behavior for a Christian person.

Consider:
“Ezekiel 33:8 – 9 When I say unto the wicked, O wicked man, thou shalt surely die; if thou dost not speak to warn the wicked from his way, that wicked man shall die in his iniquity; but his blood will I require at thine hand. Nevertheless, if thou warn the wicked of his way to turn from it; if he does not turn from his way, he shall die in his iniquity; but thou hast delivered thy soul.”

Trump, and many Conservative voices have been telling the liars and cheats, from the early days of the last Presidential race, to stop what they are doing. NOT ONLY HAS PRESIDENT TRUMP PROCLAIMED HIS INNOCENCE, BUT HE HAS CALLED OUT THE LIARS AND CHEATS AT EVERY TURN TO CHANGE THEIR WAYS.

AS CHRISTIANS, WE ARE EXPECTED TO WARN THE WICKED OF THE CONSEQUENCES OF THEIR ACTIONS. Salvation is available to all sinners; we need to appeal to the unsaved sinner, because we do believe they can obtain salvation – this is how we love our enemies. Clearly Ezekiel is saying that if you do not do this, you will suffer along with the wicked; however, if you warn the wicked of their ways and they do not change, they will suffer hell, and you will not suffer their fate with them. This is largely missing today among the 80+% of Americans who claim to be Christians. We are expected to be bold and to speak up, not only calling wicked by its rightful name, but warning all offenders of the ultimate consequences.

We need only to look to the parents, and grandparents of American Baby Boomers to see a Christian society that kept evil in check. Because Christian Americans did this, I grew up in a society that knew how to behave in order to live in much more happiness, safety and security. If the next two generations were actively keeping evil society in check, we would not be living in these times where everyone is afraid to openly call evil by its name.

We must each ask ourselves, am I living as Christ would have me to live? Is this America the America I want our children to grow up in? Is this America one that has a distinctive line between good and evil? Or, is this America the one where, as my grandmother would say, everyone is ‘going to hell in a handbasket?’

Texas Lady Juanita
Copyright © 2019 by Juanita Holloway-Walters

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ARE YOU A LEADER IN HIDING?

Are we proud of ourselves? The Christian population, by the millions, showed up to vote for President Trump. Many had not bothered to vote in the prior two Presidential elections. The comparative volume of people who voted for Trump is most likely larger than any of us realize. We not only overcame those who voted for Clinton but overcame the vast numbers of illegal aliens who voted, and the tampering with voting machines done by those who deal in political “insurance policies.” If you adjust for all these illegal shenanigans, Trump would have won by a popular vote landslide. I have read enough from all sides to know this is true. (I.e. If you have 5,000 eligible voters, and 8,000 votes are cast – all for her – the computers have been tampered with.)

Parts of the Bible are written for the Jew, and parts are written for the Christian, but all is written for our learning and understanding. When I write, it is for the Christian majority; but similarly, all are welcome to glean what they may. So, here goes . . . Many Christians have expressed their disappointment in not having the obvious landslide we feel we earned. Let us delve a little deeper as to why.

Many are looking to modern-day prophets for answers. I look to The Bible and my Lord and Savior, Jesus for answers. I take it to prayer and ask for the answers I seek. Prophecy comes from what we see in all the scriptures, for PROPHECY IS PATTERN. To quote my favorite Bible Commentator, Dr. Chuck Missler, there are “66 books by 40 authors and we now find that it (the Bible) is an integrated message system from outside our time domain.” The only way to explain the miracle of the multitude of cross references throughout the Bible, and the consistency of pattern, is that the Holy Spirit is the author manifested through the 40 writers. One must read it and study it to understand the wisdom. My Mamma understood this when she gave me my first Bible. She wrote, “read it with love and love it.”

You may be asking me what does this have to do with our election of Trump? The knowledge in The Bible is the roadmap for our lives, and the gift of our salvation. We each need a clear vision of this roadmap to be successful in every aspect of our lives. After millions of American Christians voted for Trump, what did they do next? Was it appropriate to receive the landslide we had prayed for? Let us look at some appropriate questions for American Christians:

1. As a Christian, are you doing all you can do for your country; or do you expect others to magically
do all you believe should be done?
2. Voter fraud of several types happened, coast to coast. Did you say something when you saw it? Did
you demand an investigation?
3. Did you volunteer to help a Christian of shared beliefs / ideals run for office?
4. Did you, as a Christian, run for local, state, or federal office?
5. As a Christian, have you bonded with like-minded adults to improve your school system for
Christian children?
6. WE CANNOT LEAVE OUR CHRISTIANITY AT THE DOOR TO WORK, SCHOOL, OR PLAY. Did you speak
up at your church for Christian Conservative folks running for office?
7. Did you think “MAGA” (Make America Great Again) is something Trump (in the viper’s nest of
Washington) was going to accomplish for you?
8. Last year a young man, in a public place, had his red MAGA hat snatched off his head by a rude
and evil behaving grown man. What kind of America is this that every adult of all political parties
did not put a stop to such behavior on the spot, and hold the man until the police arrived?

“Making America Great Again” without an American Christian Spiritual Awakening in the 80% who claim to be Christian, IS NOTHING. When Christians are absent from the process of Public Service (everyone we vote for, and those they appoint), SATAN WILL FILL THE VOID and win the hearts and minds of our young, and older milk / lukewarm Christians.

Matthew 12:25 KJV And Jesus knew their thoughts, and said unto them, “Every kingdom divided against itself is brought to desolation; and every city or house divided against itself shall not stand:”

Matthew 12:30 KJV [Jesus said,] “He that is not with me is against me; and he that gathereth not with me scattereth abroad.”

The exposure of the enemies within is about to get real in America. The White Hats have been preparing America for what is about to be exposed. We are about to once again become the America of good example for the world to follow – UNLESS – we continue to allow the enemies within to divide us. The whole world is watching us and will follow our lead. We will lead for good or for evil, only time will tell the continuing story of America Great Again, or NOT. It is up to you and me.

Take a deep cleansing breath; decide where you will begin or resume Bible study with family and friends; decide to worship Jesus and no other; come into the light and be the leader you know you can be – in your family, community, state, and nation.

Thank you Lord for these words.
I pray there are more to come, and I can resume regular writing.

Texas Lady Juanita
Copyright © 2019 by Juanita Holloway-Walters

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MANGA MANGA MANGA MANGA MANGA MANGA MANGA MANGA MANGA
(Almost sounds like a Latin Dance)

MAKE AMERICA’S NEIGHBOR GREAT AGAIN
A HEALTHY MEXICO / A HEALTHY NEIGHBOR PLAN

America has been looking at the illegal immigration problem from a backwards perspective. Stop thinking in terms of what we don’t want. America does want great neighbors!

America and Mexico must build the wall to end the flow of drugs, killers, traffickers, etc. The Mexican government must promise to bring justice to the cartels, and bring peace to Mexico. The following is a path for Mexico with a great future.

Instead of the trillions we have gone into debt sending money to our enemies,
let us spend billions by spending money in our neighbor’s home land – where we
develop a great trade partner.

INITIALLY:
Pick ten Mexican cities that are ranked eleven through twenty in commerce size.
Make an offer to college graduate Mexican Dreamers and legal Mexican Immigrants.
They must bring Business Plan Proposals to the _________________.
Proposals need to be for viable business propositions that will employ between
15 to 100 illegals from the abundance America has, and this will send them home to jobs. Besides the start up funds, it will provide relocation expenses for the immediate family of the proposed business owner.
Proposed business owner agrees to have one to three experienced American citizens, and their families come to Mexico to be mentors to the proposed business owner. Would love to get veterans involved in some way.

New commerce, employing people always brings about growth – thinking homes, schools, restaurants, shopping.

You may quote me in these thoughts,
Texas Lady Juanita
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HAPPY NEW YEAR

First, the eulogy I have only just now been able to write,
for my husband who went to be with Jesus January 16, 2018. I am almost whole again. Yes, it is true, I have been defined by a beautiful word most of the prior 23 years before this one. The word is exquisite. It is full of everything a woman comfortable in her own skin feels when loved in equal measure by someone she loves. There is nothing that compares to feeling like this – nothing. It is born from a simple touch by one who exudes trust with every smile, tear, word, lyric, touch, kiss, intimacy, and commonality of faith in our loving Creator. It has been my pleasure and my honor to love and be in love with John.

On this, our first anniversary apart (New Year’s Eve 11:45 p.m.), I can still close my eyes, and feel exquisite from memory. The Lord gets the glory of this thing He defined for us; this thing called marriage. In this I have been blessed beyond measure. With each passing day I feel John’s presence a little less. I have felt my Mamma’s presence every day since her passing, but not so with John. I sense beyond about a dozen dimensions, that he is happy and very busy. I should not be surprised that The Lord would have lofty uses for my Marine in the Spiritual Battles waged in Heaven above. I imagine John as nothing less than a Colonel. His faith was alive and real every hour of every day.

Moving on to the here and now.
I am happy and at peace. I have odd thoughts of a new chapter in my life beginning soon. I am a little afraid. The only chapter I got right in my life was the last one with John. Before that – before the healing of Juanita through our Lord and Savior – I was broken and unable to pick a man to be my husband who was interested in the long term with me. I remember concluding that I must not be lovable. Oh, what a sad feeling that was. But, The Lord knew better, and healed my heart and soul. I just need to remember to trust in The Lord’s plan for my life – harder said than always done. I know we are each here for God’s glory.

My spine doctor managed to avoid the comparative MRI results of my spine – 2018 MRI vs. 2015 MRI – for a few visits, but we finally broached the subject. The words I was left with in my mind are “awful mess.” The words he used, in obvious hopes I would let it go, were ‘a lot of scarring, a lot of wear and tear, and much degeneration’. Well hell, I guess if you have Degenerative Spine Disease (as well as RA, OA, Fibro, Neuropathy, and IBS) for forty years, much degeneration is to be expected. The week before my PCP had called up the MRI on the screen to assure me that the results were in. He looked at the screen, my face, and quickly shut it down. I had not seen the “awful mess” picture before, and now know why no one ever shows the film to me. As a lay person, I cannot get the words “awful mess” to go away. But, I am still a tribute to my stubbornness. I walk, take good care of myself, my dog, and my belongings. I think I enjoy my roadster convertible so much because with the wind in my hair, I feel like I am running; and when the music is good, I am dancing.

This last few weeks I have had unexpected feelings of joy just bubbling out of me! Joy, my old friend, did not abandon me after all. I think my beautiful and talented Grandgirls have had a lot to do with this. They are both an awesome blend of their mamma and daddy. I admit that one of them is a mini-me! Well, she is the me I would have been, had I been raised in a less stressful parentage, and much more nurturing. I love them both with every fiber of my being in such a special way that I had never hoped to have with grandchildren. Sadly, because of the continuing war between their parents, my other three older grandchildren have been weaponized by the situation with their parents against me. Their father because I am my daughter’s mother; and their mother because if she cannot have them, then no one else can either. I pray for them every day, for their war wounds are obvious, and deep. I love my daughter, and my grandchildren from afar. I have been wondering if what The Lord has in store for me on my path has to do with helping broken families in some way, since I have come to understand so many dynamics in this field of study.

Well, my goodness, I sure did cover a huge field of HAPPY NEW YEAR. I am getting things out in the open to begin the New Year right. I don’t believe in New Year’s Resolutions. They are like laws that can only condemn when we fall short of the mark. Last night at midnight I asked my Grandgirls to tell me one of their dreams for their future. I told them that this is what we will do each New Year’s Eve from now on. They didn’t take it very seriously, but as the years go by they will get the hang of it. I pray they continue this tradition into their adult years, and beyond. Dreams make our world go around and around in hope, love, faith, and joy. God bless you today and always.

You may quote me in these thoughts,
Texas Lady Juanita
Copyright © 2019 by Juanita Holloway-Walters

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WANTED: LAWYERS TO REPRESENT BABY BOOMERS IN CLASS ACTION LAWSUIT

WANTED: LAWYERS TO REPRESENT BABY BOOMERS IN CLASS ACTION LAWSUIT.
Millions of Baby Boomers need a class action suit against their Congress for giving away our Social Security and our Medicare funds to those who did not pay into the system. Congress is giving our funds away deliberately to bankrupt BABY BOOMERS, and the USA.
You may quote me in this,
Texas Lady Juanita
Copyright © 2018 by Juanita Holloway-Walters

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